Oops!

I know it's probably no big shock to anyone around me how nuts I am at times. But, for me, I try to tell myself that I'm keeping it together rather well. Why then did I do these 2 very embarrassing (& nuts) things. First, on Sunday, I'm at church with the kids and when we we're leaving I walked out to the car. Spencer & Taylor were walking beside me & I suddenly had a near panic attack. I thought Cameron had run off into the parking lot so I started to call him. When I got no answer & still couldn't see him the panic rose & I was now yelling his name. How stupid I felt when Spencer, who had been yelling my name & I ignored him, finally got my attention to tell me, "MOM!! You're holding him!!" It was then that I realized several people were looking at me, now certain that I have gone mad! The most recent embarrassment was this morning. Yesterday, I was at a friend's home for piano lessons & it was discussed that they were having a yard sale this weekend. I said I would come. Why did I stay up all night, tossing & turning in excitement over the yard sale and in fear that I would sleep in and not be the 1st one there at 8am? So, this morning after not sleeping hardly at all, I got up at 5am and read my book, just waiting for time to pass so I could wake up the kids and be the 1st at the yard sale. We rushed over, just to find out that it's not today, IT'S TOMORROW!!. I messed up the date. I'm sure my friend really loved having me and my kiddos show up on her doorstep that early. I think I may be a lunatic!!!! It does run in my family, you know.